So my mom called just now to remind me that I need to go over to my Nana's today to help her do god-knows-what, which wouldn't be such a big deal if I hadn't already made plans for today. I am so annoyed with everyone right now, especially myself for forgetting I had said I would go over there a week ago.

I have laundry to do! I have a house to clean! I wanted to go to Oak Glen and get some Virgina Winesap apples for tomorrow! I have shit I need to do! I don't have time to go over to my Nana's house to clean her house today!

I am so tired of my life somehow interfering with Nana's in some way. I know she thinks I don't do anything, but I do. But, of course, when I tell her that, she says whatever I have to do is not nearly as important as what I'm doing for her.

Of course, in light of this, I've decided to do something. I'm tired of people being angry/mean/whatever all the time, which is really unfair of me seeing as how it seems that I'm usually one of those people. So, in an effort to improve the world we live in, I'm going to attempt to go through the entire month of December without getting angry or going off on anyone. In hindsight, I realize I must be crazy to try this during the holiday month but maybe picking a difficult month will just make all the months after it much easier to deal with.