"Things aren't the same anymore,
Some nights it gets so bad,
You almost pick up the phone..."

I wanted to talk to a friend. So I sign in to the program and I see that he's online.

I stared at his username for about 5 minutes before just shutting the program down without saying a single word to him.

I didn't really have anything to say to him. I just wanted to do the small talk thing or something. But it seemed silly to message him just for that.

Fuck, why the hell am I having this problem?? I can't talk to anyone because I don't have anything to say >.< This is really beginning to get on my last nerve.