15 May 2009 @ 12:28 am
 
"Things aren't the same anymore,
Some nights it gets so bad,
You almost pick up the phone..."


I wanted to talk to a friend. So I sign in to the program and I see that he's online.

I stared at his username for about 5 minutes before just shutting the program down without saying a single word to him.

I didn't really have anything to say to him. I just wanted to do the small talk thing or something. But it seemed silly to message him just for that.

Fuck, why the hell am I having this problem?? I can't talk to anyone because I don't have anything to say >.< This is really beginning to get on my last nerve.
 
 
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Blackwolf[info]bowtie on May 15th, 2009 07:53 am (UTC)
I wasn't there anyway. I went AFK literally seconds before you came on.

Hell's Kitchen season finale was waiting on the DVR, after all. 8P
Ludovic Mercier[info]ludovm on May 15th, 2009 01:54 pm (UTC)
Eh... random comment but that does remind me. I was driving back down from college(also, yeah end of nerves-wracking semester) and I saw a red bus with Hell's Kitchen written on it... was making me wonder what the hell they were doing in Quebec city. Though said bus was close to a major hotel(Hilton, I think, one of the biggest on that street that... probably has nothing else but hotels), so that might be linked to that somehow.
Immelmann[info]typhonic on May 15th, 2009 01:45 pm (UTC)
I always saw you as an easy-to-talk-to sort of person, good at casual conversation. So it's very strange to see you with this sort of problem. I really hope you start to feel better soon >.o
Ludovic Mercier[info]ludovm on May 15th, 2009 01:57 pm (UTC)
You can simply do what I do. Say "hello" and see how it goes from there ;)

Well, semi-joke set aside, there's really a tons of time when I go "ah, well, haven't seen that person in a bit so should I, I don't have much to say".

In the end I simply decide to say "hello" and, well, see how things go from there. A couples of times I poked you was basically that.

Also, on an unrelated note, I survived this semester as you can now see. Yeah time for personal non-deadlined projects!
I'm actually wondering what to start with, though I've been juggling a few ideas in my head. Only wishes I knew how to model characters and not just objects/environments/vehicles. Though I guess I could take the summer to research that a little and try to do some progresses on my own.